Made Course – Week 9 – creative movement
Loved the write up about the colours of God and the symbolism. Thank you to class teacher Adele Brouse..
Music although I still can hear it with headphones on.. In normal every day life I can’t hear it.
So that’s one reason visual art and words mean so much more to me. Especially about putting myself out there in some way.
I created this because I don’t give up and even though you may look at me and not see this. It represents my Spirit and Soul in its simplicity, in its awkwardness and in its messy, spontaneous and living in the moment way.
I truly hate my writing lol and I have lost or misplaced my good pen and I don’t know why but as I created this my pens just didn’t work properly 😦
But as I do in life I don’t give up.. I keep going. And I share because I’m not afraid of my inadequacies.
In my weakness HE is my strength. I got about four boxes of magazines free from a face book group and I got some most amazing pics and words. Most of this pic is symbolic and simply represents what I’m feeling and where my heart is and God puts a song inside me which comes out loud.
I live in this strange paradox. Of silence to the way the world lives and communicates. Yet I have constant noises in my head. Almost 10/10 loudness at times. Funny I can hear these noises loud but not someone speaking!!
People say I talk loud, walk loud, eat loud, laugh too loud etc. yet I’m shy and introverted and isolate lol. And in noisy environments people say I talk too quiet lol. Or I don’t speak much.. It could drive you crazy if you let it. But I just channel it into ways that work for me.. The kids and I can laugh at things I do and say at inappropriate times. 🙂
My art is a way to speak what I can’t say the way I want. The way to be heard the way to be loud but a good loud if that makes sense. I can express myself in art..
Love mixed media.. I just express myself to God and share with the world the way that I’m comfortable with and just let it go as is. The word “Reclaim” keeps coming up so it speaks of taking what I have and using it in creative movement in my life and how I choose to use what God means to me and this is my expression of it.
I’m still going through it. 2 months to go thereabouts. But I need to set habits and feel good about that. I would love to be more organized and useful with what I have. I don’t know how to describe this year. Difficult because of isolation and problems with people. Learning to let go of people or not worry about them. Learning that I can control what I do not just simply be knocked about but see it as opportunities. Need to realize this year has been a gift. A gift to show that this is what happens when you let life just happen to you.
See people for what they are. Maybe jealous. But I don’t have to react to that. But separate myself from that and not take that on board. People are noticing my writing. I need to work on that more. I have enjoyed picking up more books. Its been good saying no but I find other people don’t like it even when they tell you you should say it. 🙂
There is a flow to the spiritual I definitely do best in that. There is joy in GODS presence definitely need to stay aware of HIM. Not be afraid. HE is with me. HE is able. HE is.. This year my word was Jubilee. I have seen it. In things that have come my way. They always have and they always do. This months word is Authority and next is Soul mate.
I’m thinking that what is coming to me so much of it I do so little to receive it so it gives me so much hope and now the choice is before me to recognize what I’ve got, run with it and use it.
GOD is my father so it is all mine, ours etc. Right now even at this very moment but it always has been and when you realize that.. there is the Jubilee.
Its the rising up and believing it. Mostly we live like paupers. We hoard. We moan. We live within our circumstances. we talk about anything but this grand life we have been given. We are not happy and realizing life is a gift to benefit from and enjoy. GOD has done it all through JESUS. Finished. Possession is not the issue. Believing it is and living from this abundance. That is faith to live not by physical but by the Spirit. How much do I have in my room right now? So many gifts and even a portal like this (internet) that takes me all over the world. My writing, my spirit, my soul, my art, my presence, my faith. LOL. Can’t get better than that.
I love that even though humanly and physically you can seem trapped, isolated and useless. Its exactly opposite in GODS realm there is no limit. I mean nothing can separate us from HIM..
Everything comes back to HIM anyway but HE doesn’t hold anything against us. At any moment we can turn it all around.
So really no matter the bad behind us or around us its always good.. Like I just replied to friend Christine on face book. It will all work together for good.. all of it.
I just thought of this verse below. Even though so much seems a waste, unused or it can seem we are left on a shelf or its totally impossible and difficult. HE will and does use it all. I think that is what makes you look at your life and where you are, how you are, what has happened and what hasn’t and realize its all still very good and HIS kingdom always rules! Cream always rises to the top.
John 6:12 “Gather the pieces that are left over. Let nothing be wasted.”