Need to blog today..
Talk about why I think everything has gone the way it has and what the amazing result of it has been.
Like a honing in of myself to the worlds greatest source that ever has been and will ever be.
I have learned to not rely on external circumstances.
I have learned not to rely on relationships.
I have learned not to rely on what I can see, hear, touch and taste.
I have learned not to rely on the church.
I have learned not to rely on answered prayers that I know about.
Christ with me has been enough.
I don’t always sense Him probably rarely physically in any way.
But when I learn from HIM knowing HE is everywhere I see HIM more and more.
Just stubborn trust sometimes.
Sure HE uses all above but I have not been able to rely on them yet when I rely on HIM HE uses anything and everything.
It has all caused me to look to HIM alone. To believe when I don’t feel.
To seek when others aren’t available.
Truly a beautiful thing.
Its like your blind but can see.
Its like your deaf but can hear.
SPIRIT is timeless, present always and the greater reality.
It truly is another world yet I still walk in this one.
I have joy when nothing has changed around me. Its inner.
Not dependant on outer.
HE is with me that I know… I see signs now more and more and more…